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[05 Oct 2006|06:33pm] |
Ok I'm having some drama's with lj... like not being able to view my friends page hhmmffppphh
Started my no drinking for 2 months - 4 days in .... doing okay but would love a beer. Have exercised the last 3 days and I'm incredibly sore.
Haven't taken foties of the puppies yet to put on lj - considering this is the first time i've been at a computer that will give me access to lj it may be a bit - well actually i get my new puter on the 24th October so from then on I will be back.
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| A new muffin to play friends with Chewie |
[17 Sep 2006|03:43pm] |
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We bought a new puppy the other day - Champ - he is from the same parents as our other pups Chewie and Spike (dec RIP)... he's gorgeous and I will upload a pic of all the boys soon.
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| Thanks from me Re: Spike |
[25 Aug 2006|12:52am] |
I just wanted to say a big thank you to everyone that has left a message re Spike my beautiful little puppy... My Mum has called the lady that we got the little gentlemen from and she has a new litter that we get to pick from on Monday which is great because I think Chewie will feel at home again with another pup around... I definitely feel like I have lost a brother and when I went to my folks house the other day and Chewie was looking everywhere for Spike it was definitely gut wrenching.
But once again.... thanks again to all of my lj friends...
In more crap news - my boss has stopped any internet access, msn, and email so until I get a computer at home my access will be even more stilted.. I love reading what you guys are up to and really appreciate your thoughts.. ill be back soon .. J x
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| RIP Spike 17/8/2006 |
[22 Aug 2006|02:04pm] |
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On Thursday my beautiful little puppy Spike was hit by a car and killed instantly... his twin brother Chewie is sad and lonely so we are going to get another shitsu maltese hopefully from the same family.
Dear Posties,
If you enter a gate - that has been closed - and there are dogs in the yard - CLOSE THE GATE AFTER YOU!
I've cried a lot and I've been very angry - but in the end what can you do?
Nada
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[17 Aug 2006|02:45pm] |
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So it appears they have arrested a man for the murder of JonBenet Ramsay - the 6 year old beauty queen.. that is a wonderful development especially considering it is 10 years since the crime. However, another sad part to the story is that her Mother Patsy Ramsay has since passed away from brain and ovarian cancer - before the man was arrested.
A friend of mine once said to me that people get cancer because of the inner turmoil they have and not dealing with it. I think that is a scientology belief. I think my friend may be a scientologist - however I doubt if asked would ever admit it.
Because of Tom Cruise I can only think that Scientology is for cooky people who have a lot of money to waste.
So yeah another day - another list of sad stories appearing in the news.... it would be nice if the people who commit these awful crimes stopped for a minute and adopted the slogan "I don't want it done to me, so I won't do it to someone else".
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[18 Jul 2006|05:14pm] |
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I think my GP thinks I'm a prostitute.
I am a slightly paranoid person and when I do go to the doctor I always make him do a million tests and blood tests etc...
To me it's common sense - just because you are careful/safe whatever you want to call it doesn't mean that it's 100%.... and even though I am rarely with anyone (mainly because the people I meet turn out to be fruitcakes - another story though) I just like to be sure and to ease my paranoid mind.
Now the last time I went to the doctor would have been January I think, so the other day when I was there I was like "just do all the tests"... to which he said "why do you need all these tests, if there is a particular reason that you should have these then fine".... i said "no in fact there is probably less reason with me than the norm (lovelife is lame and has been for a while and most recent decision to not be with anyone until I am in a relationship adds to this) but isn't it true that some things don't appear straight away?...
Anyway he called me last night to tell me all tests were fine but maybe I should have a hepatits B shot if I didn't have one in highschool - i can't remember - so he's looking into it. Since when does the doctor call you and offer different shots to you unless he thinks that you are involved in a high risk situation where you might need to be extra careful. Oh the only thing wrong with me is my Thyroid - I used to have an overactive thyroid and i was really skinny - methinks I now have an underactive thyroid so I have to go back and get that checked again in a few months.
So I know I'm paranoid but maybe I'm more paranoid than I thought if the doctor is implying certain things.
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| Confession Time |
[13 Jul 2006|12:13pm] |
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I've been listening to the Dixie Chicks album - well a few songs from it... and I really really like them.
I still don't have a computer as my water rates just came in and I've maxed my credit card so mr puter is on hold.
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[04 Jul 2006|12:16pm] |
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I woke up this morning and I have no idea when I went to bed - I hate that!
Also bad that I fell asleep before Greys Anatomy ...
So the fact that I don't have a computer at my new place is quite the bother. However I did just get a payrise so that can go towards Computer purchase - can't decide whether to get a pc or a laptop.
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| Last night |
[23 Jun 2006|12:22pm] |
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Last night I went to the opening of my brother's play at the blue room...
I really enjoyed it.. it was a full house which was good for him and his actors and then afterwards we had nibblies and drinks.
I am horrendously hungover today.
I would like to apologise to my neighbours for belting out Piano Man on the front porch when I got home.
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[21 Jun 2006|03:35pm] |
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I need to stop putting everything on hold for when I am at my "ideal" weight.
for example - met a extremely hot guy on the weekend - was too shy to talk to him (I am not a shy person) and kept thinking he probably only goes out with super gorgeous girls (the type that spend so much time worrying about how they look that they don't have a personality any longer and have forgotten what food tastes like) (now i'm becoming the kind of person that worries about that too - )
firstly - i'm not fat - i'm just not the size 6-8 that I was when I was 21 .. I'm a size hmmmm 10-12 more on the 12 side. I'd like to be a straight size 10.
someone said to me today (she is 37) "oh great - so you can spend your time waiting until you get skinny and miss out on a whole lot of life in the middle" she said that she had done that and now she is over worrying about irrelevant shit like that - and she is always out socialising now and is never short of a man.
why do I still think that body image is so important - because I read all these fucking lj posts from various men and women that clearly state that it is.
so fucking sick of it all - it's so boring
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[16 Jun 2006|01:23pm] |
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 | You scored as Anything-Goes Goth. You are very open minded. You may or may not be devoted to your "Gothickry," but you aren't anal about it either way, and you are willing to explore the various niches of the gothic subculture.
Anything-Goes Goth | | 54% | Romantic Goth | | 50% | Perky Goff | | 50% | Understanding Outsider | | 46% | Death Rocker | | 38% | Confused Outsider | | 33% | Old-school Goth | | 33% | Ethereal Goth | | 33% | Fantasy Goth | | 21% | Industrial/Rivet-Head | | 21% | Cyber-goth | | 8% | </td>
What subcategory of Goth best fits you?
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| A tyrant - today yes... |
[15 Jun 2006|02:14pm] |
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I am extremely tyrannty today. Things are pissing me off at an alarmingly frequent rate.
Finally moved into my new house -
Going to a chanel VIP thing tomorrow - I am a sucker for their makeup.
Saturday night a gathering with some delicious Prophet takeaway -
Sunday 61st bday party - which I think will be good, quite a few work people going - it will be quite the boozy one I imagine.
Tonight - boxing where K and I are going to bash the crap out of some boxing bags as we have both had bad days.
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I went to a friends leaving drinks today... saw an old friend B who is a good mate of my ex .. my ex my first love.. the one my friends called "the keeper" in a true sense of irony.
So B mentions to me that "ex" has settled down with his girlfriend (i had no idea he had one) that he is head over heels for.
He's also about to sit his last exam to become a commercial pilot.
I remained composed - said how wonderful that was - whatever.
I don't love him and I don't hate him... I'm very angry at him at times and at times I am indifferent.
But no one likes to hear that the ex has moved on completely before you have found yourself someone.
I guess it's hypocritical as I did have a boyfriend before he had this girlfriend - but there was no settling down.
He was just such a fucking cunt and I put up with it for so long and you know what I feel like "how fucking dare he have someone love him" that he doesn't deserve it ..
what a bitter and twisted bitch I am - all I want is to be able to let it go... and I know that if I met someone that I valued and wanted to be with - "ex" wouldn't even cross my mind.
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| The End or the Beginning |
[30 May 2006|07:13pm] |
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So my Granddad died today.
The hospital wouldn't give him any more antibiotics - not a full course anyway as they didn't see the point on wasting it on someone who is 93.
I believe he's gone to a better place. His quality of life here was in my mind very poor.
I always think I wouldn't want to be here if I was like him - couldn't walk, barely see or speak and fed through a tube in your stomach. Yet when Mum said to him once that men were living till they were 100 and so on - he said "that wouldn't be too bad".
Just makes you wonder...
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[29 May 2006|08:45pm] |
| Your Personality Is Like Acid | 
A bit wacky, you're very difficult to predict.
One moment you're in your own little happy universe...
And the next, you're on a bad trip to your own personal hell! |
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[29 May 2006|07:50pm] |
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I completely forgot to mention why I am so happy... my friends Mum went to Sydney and brought back a box of Krispy Kream donuts and sweet sweet J was so lovely to give me one as a housewarming gift :)
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[29 May 2006|07:43pm] |
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Ok so some interesting for me drama happened today...
At my Dad's work - my brother was working when in walked R (a longtime employee who has recently split with his girlfriend who is also an employee) and he walks up to my cousin (who is also an employee) and punches him in the face again and again and again - turns out my cousin slept with the newly ex. tsk tsk tsk
so I started boxing again today - feeling quite invigorated - not even going to drink tonight!
I got given a rice cooker - ah the list of goodies being given to me continues. yay.
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So my Granddad is in hospital on the contagious ward. This was mentioned after my Mother, Aunty, Sister and Cousin went to visit him (the contagious part). They went home to their respective houses afterwards and we have now all been hideously sick with the nastiest virus I can remember. SO we've all been bedridden for the last few days.
Finally feeling a little better which is lucky as the people renting my house have finally moved out and so today before I go to watch the Eagles at Subiaco Oval at 3pm I am going to start moving stuff into my house.
Things I have been given from lovely people so far:
A stereo
A fridge
A kitchen table & chairs (might I add a red hexagon shaped 1960's super retro table and chairs)
Bread, Flour and Sugar tins (also red and retro)
A dinner set (one my sister was given when she got married - it's hideous yellow and blue flowers all over it - never been used)
A TV
A vacumn cleaner
Loan of a dining room table & chairs till my uncle comes over from cooberpeedy (why can't I spell that today)
2 x 3 seater fold out couches and 1 x 2 seater couch
Things I have to buy
Washing machine
Dryer
Bed
I took my brother to see the place yesterday and he said because the front door and the back door are in line I will have to put some crystals up hanging from one of the hallway doors in the middle to stop the flow of money going in and straight out.
okay
he then told me I sounded stoned as I agreed to that with so much ease
truth was he was stoned
today's main task will just be getting all my books together to put into my bookcase in my New House - yay.
I have decided I'm not going to get dogs straight away but be a foster care chicky for the rspca for their dogs that need somewhere to stay for a little bit.
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[17 May 2006|12:35pm] |
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So I have the day off today - about to go to lunch in Subi then we'll head back to Cheers to watch the prefights and then of course the match at about 6pm.
I got up today and was watching arrested development on dvd and all I have heard from my Mother is "can you take your washing out of the laundry" "clean your room" "change your sheets" "you need to go buy some furniture for your house"
this is not relaxing and as much as I love my mother, moving out in 2.5 weeks will be fantastic.
haven't been to boxing since last Thursday - definitely going tomorrow - so sick of being such a slack bitch. and my jeans are too tight.
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[16 May 2006|07:43pm] |
My therapist has told me I have to buy the book
They F**k You Up
in reference to your parents... I'll read it then write my thoughts
I watched the movie Crash that won the oscar - it's absolutely fantastic - I have no idea how anyone could have even imagined that Brokeback Mountain could have won - and I liked Brokeback but it just wasn't in the same league.
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